So I have/had this friend who I was really good friends with and we met online and skyped forever. she only lived like 50 miles away but I couldn’t come out to see her until like a couple days ago. and when I got there I felt like an awkward nipple because all she did was watch netflix, text, and watch youtube…
I told her that I felt like i wasn’t even her friend and she told me to get lost, at first i did, but I wanted her friendship back on the inside so when I said I was sorry for what I said that I just wanted her friendship back, she blocked me. I’m so tired of losing friends, when I’ve not many to lose in the first place. I’m such a fuck up and tired of my goddamn life. Every fucking day it’s people with their friends, and I’m sitting here with basically my girlfriend. and I love that, but I need more friends than that. :(
See, right now my girlfriend is sick, not terribly, but she’s definitely dizzy and not feeling well. I sent her to bed early, in the hopes that she’d get some rest and feel better tomorrow as she’s things to take care of.
I sit here now wishing to God or whatever is out there that I could be with her, snuggled up with my arms around her keeping her warm, keeping her protected. It’s gonna be a long road to get there. It’s gonna take years, but I just wish it was now.
I just wish I could travel 5000 miles instantly and just be there, even for an hour.
i think im ill
I’ve been really warm all night, which prevented me from sleeping much, but once i started mucking out the stables I felt like i was burning up, and became light headed.
So I’m home with only one stable cleaned :(
but even my mum thinks i’m sick which is rare because I could be bright neon green with my eyeballs falling out, lips swollen, unconcious, and she’d laugh and fail to believe me.
^^this would be my fault I kept her up late :( failboyfriend
eimi-ninjaa has agreed
I promise to get over my fears and insecurities, to still be open and honest, but to deal with it in bettet less hurtful ways, to be the best girlfriend anyone could have, totally deservant of you, to prepare myself to be the best wife too. to trust and love you unconditionally and with my entire heart, amd to show you so each and every day.
Have you ever been so deep in love with someone that the things they do can really change your day or night. They can bring you to highest of highs, happy for years upon years, feel things you never experienced.
but it’s those people who can hurt you the most….
why does no one ever talk about what fire actually is like it’s not a solid, liquid or gas, it’s just kinda there
this is one of the things that have mindfucked me since forever
like what is it
I asked my chemistry teacher this the other day and he said it’s technically a gas but then he whispered that it’s actually not and scientists just don’t want to admit that they have no fucking clue
my chemistry teacher’s great
Fire is plasma. Its like the fourth state at which matter can be in. it’s not really “matter” though because fire is the conversion of matter into energy. literally like fire is just energy. It really is kinda fascinating…. oh and your chemistry teacher is great, but he was trolling the living shit out of you XD.
MY GIRLFRIENDS PHONE HATES ME :(
Im all tucked up in bed
And I cant stop thinking of my boyfriend’s smile <3
I can’t stop thinking about my girlfriend’s giggles. and when she’s tired and sounds like a marshmallow and when she’s got nothing to say so she just sits and (listens?) with the occasional me asking “are you still there? o.o”